i have found my self today
a little bit different
but with the right attitude
to confront my self
about a change that i should have
i have found my self today
in a downward spiral
of self hate and pity
thinking only about you
and your golden touch of decay
while my sanity drips away
drop by drop, hollow and disturbed
cant recognize my self any more
to many scars to bare on my back
proudly or not, coward or a hero
a man i'm definitely not
i have lost my self for nothing
and now im deep down in the white waters
where the angels can't reach me
in a black hole that god gave me
and your golden touch of mercy
i have found my self today
standing in an old cage
full of shadows rats and dust
but today they forgot to lock it
eyes shining through the darkness
a sign from above or good luck, fuck it
a soul on the run towards the sun
or some place more nice and real
a multiple personality disorder in my pocket
with my sanity just in case ill need it later
i started to travel all around the world
searching for answers and amusement
ive found nothing so i came back
and the man in black came and took me away
locked me in a place with the smell of decay





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